SPM over. YEAH!!!!!!!!!!!!

No words can describe my feelings now. It's great, really great. After a month long of exam, finally it's over. YEAH!!!!! I can sleep well now. But I still don't feel good because I think I didn't give my best this time. I didn't manage to finish revising for Chemistry, Biology and Physics, the three most important subject that will determined whether I will be accepted in to Form 6 Science. I totally mess things up. Now I can just cross my finger and hope that the result graph is low then, I will have the chance to get better result... How evil am I...

Now, something in this period.

2nd Nov:
First day of exam. Chinese. After the exam, I felt relieved. I won't need to touch any Chinese anymore. After all, I kept forgetting Chinese words. I need Siu Yan to give me spelling every time before exam and when we need to write an essay, those near me will act as my moving dictionary. I want to take this opportunity to thank those who acted as my moving dictionary before.

3rd Nov:
My additional subject - Geography. First time eating in the school's library. Thanks to Mrs. Lee, the librarian. She said that the Principal give us the permission. Ate 'char xiu' rice in there. Geography was okay. Not very hard but can't be said easy. I don't have the confidence I will get A.

4th Nov:
Additional Math. After the exam, almost everyone said that the paper was easy. For me, yeah, it's easier that the trial but it's still hard for me. I thought of a solution last minute and was scared by the examiner when she ask me to stop writing until my hand shake unstoppablily. Can't even tie the benang correctly.

5th Nov:
Because we were having History Paper 1 (1 hour), the examiner said that we can't go out early. So, we were like ok. We'll do as you say. But after he collected our exam sheet, he asked us to stay back for a while. He say we let down our school, our parents, and even he himself feels ashamed because he is a Chinese. Why did he say so, because some fools make noise when we were sitting for the exam. Eh, you didn't let us out already, want to talk so much, why not tell those who make noise? We later thought of a nick name for him - Mr. Li Yi Lian Chi because he talked about our school motto.

23rd Nov:
Physics - the subject I scared the most. I'm never good in Physics before. Always getting marks that are near fail. I used a week to study the chapter 'Daya dan Geseran' but still can't master it. So, to make up the time lost as I only manage reading to chapter 4 out of 12, I woke up around 1a.m. to read. And by the way, I found out that the examiner that day is a unhygiennic person. When I was trying to remember the answer for the exam, I leave up my head and there she is, using her finger to clear dirt on her teeth then using the same finger to scratch her head then again doing her teeth thing. Iue.............. How unhygiennic of her. Imagine after that she, going to touch my exam sheet. Worst still, the head examiner came in and chit-chat with her in front of me. Hei, do you guys know the exam is still going on????

1st Dec and 2nd Dec:
Last two subjects - Chemistry and Biology. Paper 3 of the two subject was a disaster. Same as the day I'm having Physics, I got up at 1 to study. Went to school with a very blur mind because lack of sleep. I totally didn't how to write the experiment for Chemistry, because I didn't manage to read it even I woke up at 1. And for Biology, I know the actual way to write the experiment but screw it up because I though it was for another subject. How stupid am I.... 17 marks out of 50.... Fly away liao...... T_T. But can I do, I only started reading the book with 16 chapter in the evening of 1st Dec.

So, I still think if I had started revising earlier, I won't have to face these problems. Really need to change my study habit if I want to excel in my future exams.